A work in progress..

My mind constantly wonders with so many thoughts, ideas, and possibilities, it can sometimes get me in trouble. Some like to say that I think too much, over analyze things.. I Like to blast my music loud, so loud that i feel the base in my soul; allowing me to feel connected to the words being sung to the beat that may share my similar emotions.. I love to dance in the mirror, sometimes as a ballerina or as a video chic. I usually groove to the beat and let the music take control over me... my radio gives me solace, inner peace, its my time to rock out and gather myself again.. almost like my fantasy world.. my personal winter wonderland... I love to eat weird foods. pickles, olives, and cheese..lol.. and lets not forget my cravings for spicy shrimp tempura sushi.. I almost put hot sauce on everything, not because i am ghetto, but because I love the taste of spicy food. Oh and lets not forget, my love for Push Pops and Gummies (non sour). 

I like to refer to myself as Bee Lat, my alter ego, she is everything I will become, I am, and dream to be. She has this imagination, motivation, sassiness, elegance, sexiness, brilliance, beauty, confidence like no other... She does not give a damn about those around her, just about becoming the best she can be.. She has self-control, knows what to do when to do it.. gives the benefit of the doubt to people, all the things that Brittany does not do..lol

Cause Brittany, has a chip on her shoulder at times, she yells, assumes, fights, curses u out, and her mouth is OD ridiculous. She is a good person over all, but those who do not her hardly ever get a chance to see both sides.. they just run with those things above and say that thats me as a total person. Only those that are close to  me indulge in my fun, loving, happy side..lol.. This side is more emotional, therefore, the things that have happened throughout lives course has taken a toll.. 

Ultimately, I love to cook, and try new recipes.. dress with my own unique style.. I love heels.. being a girly girl..lol.. prissiness is my MO.. I wear PINK and Purple All the time..lol.. My Fav. color is Torqouise (sadly I can not spell it)... I dream of finding true love one day.. being in love..hahaha,.. But now my goal is trying to have my own life before I am sharing my life with someone else..  I absolutely hate FAKE ppl..lol.. they really bother me because I am so bold and blunt.. So i do not have time for the bullshit.. 

I am now choosey of the ppl that I allow in my life.. I only have positive, progressing people, y??? cause I am a work in progress my damn self!!!!