The Long Awaited Change: "RisK"

I was the risk that someone took, and will be the risk that maybe a couple of guys may face, if he decides that me, Empress Bee, is what he wants. 

I could not believe the words that I read via text message: "you were a risk." How else did he mean it? Only the most negative way possible. This person who claims to love me and the one whom I have scraficed so much for.  This NIGGA, had the guts to really say such a thing to me. I felt disrespected beyond belief, like a woman that has degraded herself with no need of any respect. Which is clearly not me! 

So Of COurse, the risk had to get rid of the decietful bastard. I worth more than that. I see that no matter how much you love a person or show them that you love them, they are still capable of being selfish and cold. They still have the ability to pick and choose not to love you back, or come up with their theories about you. 

Risk is what made me free. Free to live again! So I want to thank the risk for being the thing that I once hid from, embarrassed of, insecure because of, and now you are the thing that helps me break loose from the most confused man ever. 

101208 (the day risk entered and left my life)